basically demanded the ER make me better by Saturday, and they got me to pass my kidney stone! So yay! And I only have to work in the afternoon and Sat AM, so will e able to rest.
Today I was coming home from work and I was so sick I threw up while driving on myself. Then later at work a kid threw up on me. Today has sucked.
I was through with the burden of feet. Instead,
I am going to become a mermaid. If i am going to be stared at, it should at least be because I’m beautiful.
I have always liked the ocean, the promise
of depth. I am tired of this dry world,
all of this dust and sickness, these barren fields.
I want to dive without drowning. I want to kiss sharks. I want to braid my hair with seaweed and mythology.
I want men to carve me into the bows of their ships
like a prayer, before I lure them into the depths
with my fishnet mouth. I want the beauty,
the gorgeous mutation, the legend of half body.
All the wisdom of a woman, without the failures of sex.
I am plunging. I am sinking. I am not coming up for air.
I do not want all this human,
my legs move like they resent being legs,
my body is wrecked by all this gravity.
I cannot face another morning waking up
with no hope of a fairytale. Here on land, i cannot move. Here on land, i cannot breath.
I am always drowning. Here on land,
I cannot move. Part of Your World, Clementine von Radics (via clementinevonradics)
bonanzajellybean said: if you could only eat one food for the rest of your life, which would you pick?
TGI Fridays potato skins, but not the ones they give you at the restaurant, the ones you buy in the frozen food section of the grocery store (or more likely the ones yr boyfriend buys when he knows you’re having a bad pain week and casually leaves in his freezer) that you put in the oven for 18 minutes and always come out exactly right. They are my favorite comfort food.
REBLOG if you are hella bored and wouldn’t mind some curious anons.